From: allreadydun@gmail.com

slider wrote:

so am gonna look into this a bit more and see where it all goes to, today remembering that cc also described somewhere this rolling-over sensation whereby he described ending up rolling-over into a ditch or something?

weird eh? :)

yeah cc was weird alright.

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From: slider@atashram.com

### - well i was laying there on my right side this morning around 4.30am
just relaxing some, WILDing here we come i thought and was feeling quite positive about the prospect...

reached the ever so slightly numb/expanded feeling without even doing any breathing etc yet, a background noise from outside in the street making me
jump slightly and causing me to tingle all-over; something that's happened quite a few times before so paid little attention to it and continued-on...

whereon it then felt like i was turning over ever so slightly by rolling
to the right... strange, i thought, wtf is that?? popped open my eyes and
could see that i hadn't actually moved at all, weird...

so anyway closed my eyes and went back to where i was and damn if the same thing didn't start happening again! the sensation being that of slowly creeping/rolling to the right and the edge of the bed, how strange! only
this time i let it go a little farther and damn as if i was actually
rolling over onto my front? again opened my eyes so see what's happening
and it was clear that i hadn't actually moved at all, wtf IS is?? went
back again to just laying there and it started happening again; a distinct feeling of slowly turning over, so distinct this time that i feared
actually rolling out of the bed and onto the floor, at one point so close
to the edge of the bed that i had to use my right arm to stop myself
actually doing so, the whole top half of my body eventually reaching the
floor even though my eyes were open, dammit am on the floor! wtf is going
on?? next moment am back in bed again and can see there's no way i could
have been on the floor because there was just not enough room to do so
between the bed and my bedside table! and yet when it happened i could see myself actually on the floor looking back up at the bed? how strange!

to cover this i set some pillows in such a way that it would be impossible
to actually roll towards the right without having to roll-over onto them,
the incline being such it would take a huge movement to actually do so...
yet when i closed my eyes there was again the distinct feeling of rolling
over onto my front which would now be impossible because of the pillows!

WILDing was what i was originally trying to do so returned to that and
that of looking for some hypnagogia, nothing of which i'd even seen so
far, and then must have fallen asleep like an a-hole 'coz the next thing
ya know it was several hours later and i awoke from a series of fairly
ordinary albeit vivid dreams...

so am gonna look into this a bit more and see where it all goes to, today remembering that cc also described somewhere this rolling-over sensation whereby he described ending up rolling-over into a ditch or something?

weird eh? :)

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From: slider@anashram.com

so am gonna look into this a bit more and see where it all goes to,
today
remembering that cc also described somewhere this rolling-over sensation
whereby he described ending up rolling-over into a ditch or something?

weird eh? :)

yeah cc was weird alright.

### - (really laffing hehehe...) then so am i then by all accounts lol
because he appears to have gotten some things very right?

this was also from of his earlier books so where did he get it from??

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From: allreadydun@gmail.com

this was also from of his earlier books so where did he get it from??

he spent too much time in the cosmic vagina.
he became a cunt lol!

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From: allreadydun@gmail.com

On Friday, February 15, 2019 at 4:46:03 PM UTC-8, slider wrote:

he became a cunt lol!

### - i only met him in a couple of weird dreams but you actually met & worked with the dude didn't you, for years?

i would've liked to have met him in the flesh, he'd have prolly liked me hahaha ;)

i saw him last night in dreaming. He's still short.
Has women around him. What else can a dude want?

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From: slider@anashram.com

he became a cunt lol!

### - i only met him in a couple of weird dreams but you actually met &
worked with the dude didn't you, for years?

i would've liked to have met him in the flesh, he'd have prolly liked me
hahaha ;)

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From: slider@anashram.com

i saw him last night in dreaming. He's still short.
Has women around him. What else can a dude want?

### - smile, i rather think he got 'exactly' what he wanted, and is prolly still alive?

faked his own death and set the whole damn thing up!

and/or, if ya 'really' dreamed of him, maybe he's just about to leave for
real and came to say goodbye?

after all, there's no 'real' evidence that he croaked it that time?

just a bunch of circumstantial evidence at best... really flimsy stuff!
and only took me 5 minutes to poke a hole in 90% of it!

so how did he look so old and weak and helpless and dying that time?

well, he wrote books about that kinda shit didn't he hah!

and pretty easy to plant all the med-stuff for greg & gabi to find after
being caught snooping around eh?

now don't get spooked or anything lol, it's only maybe and shit innit eh?

but what if it's true??

wouldn't that be a blast!

:D

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